So...Tomorrow is the day that I've spent part of my whole life dreaming about, but more specifically, tomorrow is the day I've been waiting for for the past year. Tomorrow I move out on my own. My own! By Myself! No one else! Just Me! It's a giant step for me. I'm super excited,but at the same time I'm nervous. It just feels so surreal. I've dreamed of moving out of Ramsey for forever, especially in the last 5 years. While I've had some great times in Ramsey, I've also had some very bad times. While I know Mattoon, Illinois isn't the biggest town in the world, it's much larger than I'm used to. I'll be living in a town, not 15 minutes from a town! I'll have a shower that works, a home that doesn't smell like cigs and animals, no daily fights! I can live like a normal person! I will no longer have to feel like I'm white trash when I'm really not! That's probably the biggest plus.
On the downside, I'm going into debt to make this move! I can live with that though. I was bound to go into debt at some point in my life, why not enjoy my life!? Another downside which isn't a big deal is I'll be further apart from people that I love. However, it's not that big of a deal because it will only be 20 minutes further for most of you! Maybe you'll be more apt to come see me since I won't be living in the middle of no where!
All in all, there are more up sides for me than there are down sides. I'm pumped, and that's all that really matters. :)
