Ahh, with only a matter of days left in the Semester, my attitude is starting to perk up. After Thursday, I'll have a glorious like three weeks of doing nothing! I'm looking forward to the new year even though it is a little ways away, but still a boy can dream. Next year will hold in store a lot of new things. I'm very excited for at least one of them.
I will be moving out of my parent's house in roughly eight months! I have been waiting for this day for years, but for reason of finance I've been stuck. However, I'm to the point where I don't care if I go in debt. I need to get away from my mother! Depending on my future plans I'll either be 1.5 or 2 hours away from her. Which is good enough for now.
As this semester comes to an end, I'm hopeful. Hopeful for several reasons. I'm taking some education classes and if I like them, then I've found my major, if not I'm back to having nothing. Next semester, will be a lot of work, I'm upping my course load to 18 hours instead of my usual 15-16. I know I can do it, it's just a matter of not procrastinating.
One thing I've learned from this semester (not necessarily from school) is that I need to stop being so negative, self-loathing, and just bitter. It's getting me no where, so That's one thing I'll be working on. I've been trying to, but with final exams almost here, everything I've known is being thrown out of my mind in order to have room for the cramming that will ensue oh so shortly.
That is all, nothing really intelligent in this but rather just babbling. Enjoy :p
So I've never commented on your blogs,or any blog for that matter, but there's a first for everything so here it is :) I'm glad you're bein more positive karl! you have so many people that care about you..i can think of 13 easy ;) and im SO glad you're moving out! I hope that works out for you..without someone screaming at you 24/7 i have a feeling it will work out just fine haha. Aaand i hope you figure out your major cause it sure is a lot of weight lifted off your shoulders. and im sure you'll rock at it :) soo stay positive and love life :)
ReplyDeleteLove, Halee!! :)