"Blood in the water."

This has been one of the toughest and worst weeks of my life. Never have I felt so depressed and just over the situations in my life, than I have this week. I won't go into the details, but just know that this have been a trying week. I've almost made it through, I just have to get through the weekend, hard I know!

Lately, I've just been feeling really stressed with school. I don't know what I'm doing with my life. I feel like it's going to waste. It's hard to pretend like I care anymore. I'm tired of school...I'm tired of it. I just don't know how I'm going to make it to graduation which may be 2 to 5 years away.

I've also been stressed about personal issues. I'm just tired of being untruthful. I'm tired of having to threaten my reputation against others. I'll do what I have to, but I'm not a fan of it.

I also got sick this week! :( boooo! I believe this may be the worst. I have a headache and my nose won't quit running (i think it thinks it's in a marathon...ayooo!).

So all of these things put together are really breaking me down. Plus the fact that I'm really missing Krystal Rhodes, like none other. I hate that I can't just pick up the phone and call or text her. No! She has to live in a different country! While I'm super happy for her, I just want to be able to talk to her when I want to! Time Zones and skype are just not cutting it. I need to be in the Ramsey Lake State Park with Krystal and a bag of hot fries, maybe 2 bags of hot fries, that way we have plenty of time to talk about our issues without becoming hungry! So.....long story short...whenever you return to America...more importantly Ramsey, I demand that we have a park date!