Dear Life,

I am so happy that the drama that nearly took over my entirely life is gone with for the most part. It will however randomly pop up in my life from day to day, but the overwhelming ridiculousness that it was is indeed over. Or so I believe. In an early post, I wished for my life to calm down. Well it has and it has not.
I'm glad that it has not. Things aren't the way they were before, I don't know if this is for the good or the bad. But inevitably, things have changed and life has begun to move on. While things fade out of my life, others bloom into existence. I think it's time I start thinking for myself 100% and stop listening to my peers. I won't go anywhere in life, if I listen to everyone else. I need to focus on me, and my thoughts. I should accept opinions but I shouldn't live by them in any manner. I'm learning that life has secrets up it's sleeves, and it can change course at any moment, so you need to be flexible and prepared the best you can to cope with what may come. If you are planted to firmly, or not planted at all then you can be shaken by the littlest of things. If you have a mediocre anchor to the ground then you should be okay when things come along.
I've also learned to expect things to change. No matter how much you believe, wish, and talk about how they never will. They will indeed change. It may be minute but it may be the biggest change you've ever seen. You're perceptions of people and their actions may not always go unchanging. This is the time we need to examine the situation and determine if we still want to be there or not.
Enough with the bad, The last few weeks of my life have been some of the best. When you think you are slipping away from someone, it's amazing how something can draw you right back together. Along with good times, have come new experiences, and new friends. People I never thought I'd be friends with, now seem pretty cool. I found that out on my own. If I had just listened to my peer then I wouldn't have seen the cool side to this person. New experiences are fun and scary. As long as you have good friends by your side and a safe haven then you will be alright. Go out have fun, don't stay inside and be lame. Get some excitement.
Just as awesome as experiences are there, they are gone. All that is left is inside jokes and memories. Hold on tight, and don't wish to go back. Live and make new experiences and memories because chances are if you were to go back, you would only find that it wasn't as fun as you remembered.
All in all, think for yourself. Be you. Do something. Have fun. Think Creatively and above all don't care what others think. It's your life, not theirs and their opinions don't matter!

Karl!