It's been a long time coming.

It's been awhile since I've updated my blog. :( I know everyone is heartbroken. However, a lot has happened in the weeks that have went by.

So far, Summer has been full of it's ups and downs, but for the most part, the ups outweigh the downs by a large margin. On the up side, I've hung out with friends, I got to visit Chicago, I made sort of a new friend. Downs, I've been lied to, hurt, and people have left my life. But with all that aside, my summer has been full of memories and nights that I'll remember for a long time to come.

I'm getting excited but also saddened by the starting of school. While I still have a couple more weeks of summer, it's still coming to fast. When school starts I'll be super busy. I'll have class on Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday. Then I have cheerleading practice on Tuesday, Wednesday, and Sunday. Then mixed into all of that I'll have games to cheer at. It seems so overwhelming right now. I don't know what to think about it all. I'm glad I'll be busy and that I'll get to form bonds with more people however, I will be exhausted. I'm looking forward to almost being done with Lakeland. Don't get me wrong, I'm liking it a little better than I did the last semesters but still it's not my place.

I've been looking into some schools. Not too heavily though, however, I'm really having a hard time deciding what to do. On one hand I want to get my Sign Language Interpreting Certificate and on the other hand I just don't know. If I go to school for the Certificate then that is two years out of my life and I still won't have a degree worth anything. I just don't know how people decide what they want out of life. It's hard. Also, with transferring schools I'm worried I won't be able to afford it, and I know there are loans and stuff like that but I don't want to go into debt. That would just suck. College should be free...or at least cheaper.

I'm still super excited about Cheerleading. I feel like it validates me. It gives me something to be proud about. Whether or not I'm the best, I still feel like it sometimes and that's all that matters.

Oh...so My life sort of has sucked a little lately. My cell phone (samsung impression) that I've had for almost four months broke. I turned it off one night like two weeks ago and it still hasn't turned back on. Why? It's stupid. Also, my car has broken down on me twice in the last week. I hate electronics and crappy vehicles. I'm trying to convince my dad to buy me a new car. I don't think it's working but oh well I'm still bugging him.

All in all, I'm really excited to pick out school supplies, and clothes! :) Fun Fun Fun...

I'm out yo!